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Raya Kedua :p

2011-09-01T00:46:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Ray-Deka !

2011-08-29T07:50:00.000+08:00

Bersyukurlah

2011-08-04T13:35:00.000+08:00

Vlog lagi~

2011-07-19T11:04:00.001+08:00

Tengok siapa tempat ke dua?? hehe~

2011-06-15T00:49:00.001+08:00

ok nnt I buat Fanpage uol like ok??

Tuto - How To Play Uke

2011-06-14T14:54:00.001+08:00

dah lama tak ....

2011-06-12T18:13:00.000+08:00

This Is Part 2

2011-06-09T21:08:00.005+08:00

salam kepada semua

Sorry la sangat2 sbb korang telah menunggu sambungan ni daripada zaman pak kaduk lagi...biasa lah, aku ni akan tulis blog kalau ada mood je, nak buat camne kan~.... so ini adalah sambungan kepada cerita tentang apa, so kpd yang blur2 atau mungkin dah lupa camne cerita ni sbnrnye tertulis....sila lah baca part one dulu okeh (click here)....nnt korang tak paham pulak....Ok, lets go straight to the point !

sambungan :

ok, masa tu aku ada kat kantin dan kita orang duduk berdua satu meja nih....malam tu ramai sangat orang kat cafe C tapi aku rasa macam kita orang dua org je yang ada kat situ...dub dab dup dap jantung...aku pandang dia, dia pandang aku...kita orang bercerita tentang simple stuff like, asal dari mana...kelas apa?? alah, simple je...just to get to know each other macam tu je....tapi aku rasa awkward la, sbb bende simple2 camni kalau tanya kawan dia pun boleh....hahhaa...takpe lah, mungkin sebb pertama kali kita orang berborak eye-to-eye, so boleh dimaafkan lah kalau waktu berborak tu ada je benda yg tak lancar laa.... aku ofcoz la rasa happy bout wat happen, tapi ada satu perkara yang kita orang borak ni, yang membuatkan aku rasa sangat terkejut, sangat terkejut....rasa seolah-olah malam tu sangat gelap..dia cakap camni (lebih kurang camni laa conversation kita orng):

dia : Syam , I sebenarnya nak cakap sesuatu ni

aku : haa...cakap laa

dia : Malam ni mungkin malam terakhir I ada kat sini

aku : :| <--------- tapi dalam hati (wat the ???)

dia : sebab I dapat tawaran sambung belajar untuk TESL

aku : :| <-------- tapi dalam hati (alaaaaa)

dia : besok my parent datang, nak amik I lepas tu bagi tau pihak hal ehwal pelajar

aku : oh ye ke?? eh, congratezz laa...tahniah...u mmg suka ke jd teacher??

dia : haah, mmg dari kecik nak jadi cikgu .... dia senyum

aku : :) <--------- pura-pura senyum

so aku terpaksa pasrah je lah.... nak buat camne kan?? dah rezeki dia, takkan aku nak tiba2 suruh dia stay pulak...so sblm kita orang end the conversation aku sempat la mintak no tel dia...and ges wat?? yeay dapat!!!!! dia kasi jugak ~ So malam tu ak pun SMS la dia...aku tak call sbb credit tak cukup ( hahaha, sebenarnye tak berani nak call-call)...aku sebenarnya bukanlah jenis yang stay up malam2 sampai pukul 12 lebih...kalau tanya kawan2 aku yang lain...diorang suma kata aku ni jenis yg tidur awall....tp malam tu, kawan2 aku terkejut sbb dah pukul 1 tak tido2 lagi..nak kata study tak la jugak....hehe, SMS je kerja aku.....sanggup wo bersengkang mata...lawak laawak~

ok pagi tu mcm biasa lah niat dihati nak berjumpa la dia for the last time...pagi2 lagi aku bangun awal (wpun tido lambat) bersiap2, pakai miyak wangi kasi extra skit....semata2 nak jumpa dia utk kali terakhir la konon2nye...so pagi tu lepas kuliah je aku terus keluar lect hall dengan niat nak cari si dia lah...cari punya cari tak jumpe....kawan2 aku yg tau pasal dia ni ada lah tolong2 carikan....tapi tak jumpe jugak... so time rehat tu aku dan beberapa orang kawan bersidai lah kat kat kerusi batu...tiba2 aku nampak dia....aku tgk betol2, haaa mmg dia ..sah mmg dia, dia pakai baju kurung warna biru...aku mula2 malu la nak panggil sbb aku tak pernah pun panggil2 dia, sblm ni kat kantin pun dia yg start panggil aku dulu, tp kawan2 aku pulak yg over excited panggil2 dia, yang aku ni duduk diam tunduk je....rasa macam nak jumpe tapi at the same time rasa macam tak ready.....ok dia dah dtg....aku senyum laa....dia pun senyum balik....lepas tu aku tak ingat apa berlaku...rasanye kita orang borak2 simple kot n that is the time where we say gudbye :') oh noooo!!!!! hahahaha

ok, then dalam hari2 yg kosong aku tu aku pun prepare la utk exam....lepas exam je aku pun horray sbb boleh balik umah cuti 2 minggu..waaa~~~ punya lah excited, aku packing barang dua tiga hari sblm abes exam..hahha, tapi ntah macam mana aku dapat suatu berita yang sangat mengejut...berita datang so sudden...mY mother called me and she said aku dpt tawaran untuk sambung belajar dalam bidang perubatan dibawah tajaan JPA...alhamdulillah...so kiranya aku tak dpt la cuti utk 2 minggu, hanya dpt cuti 2 hari je sbb hari isnin kena daftar :(... tak pelah asalkan dapat tawaran tu pun tak pe....so hari isnin tu aku pun pergi lah Kolej teknologi Timur... aku duduk membayangkan yang kolej tu ala2 matrik perak la....alangkah terkejutnya aku bila aku jejakkan kaki kat KTT tu....alahai~ rumah kedai je ke??? hmmmm~ layan je laa....aku pun makes new friend and so on...

haaaa...korang mesti tertanya2 apa yang jadi ngan si dia ni kan kan kan ??? tu la yang terjadi...ada dormant state sekejap antara kita berdua...bukan takde calling2 or sms2, tapi sngt skit ..ada je,tapi mungkin sbb jauh, makin lama makin pudar rasa antara aku ngan si dia nih..haish, tataw la nak ckp camne....bukan kata sbb ada perempuan lain, takde !! sumpah takde....cuma aku x rasa lagi macam mana aku rasakan masa mula2 jumpe dia...adakah aku sibuk study??? ke sbb jarak jauh ke?? ntah aku pun tak sure..bukan aku tak cuba untuk try mingle back ngan dia tapi seperti ada sesuatu dalam hati ini yg menghalang...apa yang menghalang?? aku pun tataw...dan shockingly benda ni berlanjutan sampai aku sambung belajar kat jakarta ni.. tapi sebelum aku flew to jakarta, ni ada nak bgtau la yang aku sempat jumpa face-to-face. Masa tu kita orang bersetuju nak jumpa kat Times square.. ok fine la...jumpe kat floor 4....dia ngan aku masa tu tak biasa lagi...senyum2, duduk renggang2, pusing2 floor 4 je borak bende kosong gak...hm...last2 kita orang masing2 balik camtu je..takde pape pun yang berlaku sewaktu pertemuan tu...rasa macam hambar je....kenapa??? sekali lagi aku ckp aku pun tataw...tapi sblm berpisah, dia ada kasi aku sesuatu dan dia suruh aku janji utk simpan benda ni ....aku pun okey~ lalalalala

(nak tau apa?? sila lah baca lagi dalam Part 3)

ps: kalau aku ada mood nak sambung lagi :)

salam and good day~

If I ain't got you cover

2011-04-09T02:41:00.000+08:00

Freedom (Maher Zain Cover)_by Syamkamarul

2011-04-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

Born This Way (Lady Gaga Cover)_by Syamkamarul

2011-03-15T17:29:00.000+08:00

vlog 16 - Make you school proud!

2011-03-11T08:54:00.000+08:00

Vlog 15 - Checked !

2011-02-19T11:37:00.000+08:00

Kenapa Tuhan Bagi Aku Menangis?? part 1

2011-02-07T16:50:00.010+08:00

Aku tak berapa nak ingat la berapa hari bulan masa tu, tapi yang pastinya aku dah berada di pekan Ipoh malam tu dan aku sangat-sangat berharap yang permohonan aku untuk dapat biasiswa JPA diterima, sebab malam tu aku dengar cerita jawapan untuk permohonan tawaran JPA akan diumumkan...lepas makan-makan malam ngan Mak, Ayah and Kak Jima kita orang straight away pergi CC, konon nak tengok la result wether aku ni dpt ke tak biasiswa tu? haha....tengok2 website JPA hang...tak leh bukak..mungkin ramai sangat kot yang cek malam tu, mmg aku berdebar2..dapat ke tak? aku memang mengharap sangat untuk dapat biasiswa tu..ye la, dah penat2 belajarkan?? lagipun family aku bukan lah kaya sangat nak support aku belajar medik...

and so kita orang pun balik la hotel, aku ingat lagi masa tu kita orang 4 beranak duduk hotel Sri Malaysia kat Ipoh..haaa~ sebab apa aku ada kat ipoh?? jeng jeng jeng~...sebenarnya besok adalah hari pendaftaran untuk kemasukkan Kolej Matrikulasi Perak, aku ditawarkan untuk sambung belajar kat sana, but Hell NO! aku tak nak masuk matriks perak..sbb aku sangat mengharapkan tawaran JPA tu...huhu....aku memang blank tataw nak buat camne....banyak kali try masuk website tak dapat, last2 makcik aku yg tolong cek. Sungguhlah aku sangat kecewa, sebab makcik aku kata "dengan duka citannya tawaran anda ditolak"...:(..malam tu aku sedih tapi aku cover2 lagi sbb aku kan anak lelaki....tak cool lah menangis..hehe

besok, dengan hati yang sangat berat aku pun pergilah Gopeng, daftar untuk masuk matriks...ulu gila weh!! atas bukit pulak tu!!...bertambah-tambah la aku tak suka kat matriks gopeng tu...lepas je abis pendaftaran....aku memang tak leh terima the fact that JPA tolak permohonan aku..dalam fikiran aku, teruk sangat ke kokurikulum aku sampaikan dia tolak permohonan aku tu....then mula lah, aku masuk dalam kereta, peluk bantal peluk sambil tutup muka, lepas tu dengan rasa tak malunya aku nangis...wuwuwuwuwuw (T.T) !...serious sedey kot....Sejak hari tu, aku pasrah je la...nak buat cmne kan? dah takde rezeki...tapi I cant stop myself to ask why and why tuhan bagi aku menangis hari tu? nak ikutkan hati aku nak je cool and looked macho...tapi tak bleh, it burst out dan bila kenang balik peristiwa tu sangatlah memalukan (^^)']

Punya lah lama aku simpan pertanyaan itu, 3 tahun selepas kejadian tersebut barulah aku nampak hikmahnya...dan barulah terjawab pertanyaan KENAPA TUHAN BAGI AKU MENANGIS?...memang betul orang kata, setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.....jawapannya : tuhan sengaja bagi aku menangis hari tu sebab dia nak kasi aku pemanis dimasa depan nanti. Memang manis pun!!!...yup! my sweetheart..kat situlah bermulanya bibit2 perkenalan antara aku dan sweetheart (blushing), yang sampai sekarang aku rasa sangat-sangat bersyukur kepada tuhan kerana Dia yang 'hantar' aku pergi matriks gopeng tu...kalaulah aku dapat tawaran JPA at the first place.....betapa ruginya aku sebab takde chance nak jumpe ngan dia

korang nak tau tak camne cerita tu bermula??.......haaaa~ cenggini ceritanya...

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Masa kat matrik, aku bukan lah top student pun , tapi boleh le kalau nak kata slightly above average student...hahaha (POYOSS)...aku pun dah tak ingat dah dulu aku kelas apa, tapi yang pastinya kalau waktu lecture....kelas aku tu akan masuk lecture hall yang paling besar di Kolej Matrikulasi Perak (KMPk)....haa~ dalam lecture hall tu aku duduk kat bahagian depan2 (al-kononkonon budak rajin la, haha) so aku ni jarang la toleh2 belakang sebab kalau toleh belakang, nanti nampak sangat la aku tak concentrate, nanti kene tegur ngan lecturer camne?? tak ke jatuh saham aku tu?? lalalala~......moreover boleh dikatakan semua orang dalam lecture hal yang besar gabak tu kenal aku as Mister Bobo ( as called by my chemistry lect.)...

(aku google : bobo....yang kluar gambar ni, pelik aku??)

Ntah macam mana la pulak suatu hari ni, ditakdirkan pula lepas abes je kuliah, aku tetiba tertoleh belakang, niat dihati nak cari Zakir @ Jake (kat mana lah kawan lama aku tu?? haih*), tapi accdentally aku terjumpe pulak sesuatu yang indah...sangat indah sampaikan jantung aku waktu tu berdebar-debar for no reasons....rasa 'high' je bila terpandang keindahan tersebut, cantik perempuan tu :) tak taw camne nak describe perasaan aku masa terpandang dia, fyi, masa tu un dia tengah kemas2 beg....tapi macam biasa, kan aku control2 macho and nak nampak cool, so aku buat donno je la..sejak hari tu, kalau dalam lecture hall je, kalau ada je kesempatan (wpun lecturer tgh mengajar kat depan) aku mesti toleh belakang, sbb nak usha budak pumpuan tu. ahaha...curi-curi pandang la katakan..tapi I'm not a pro stalker sebab, tindakan toleh-toleh belakang tu buat kawan aku (khairul anwar) perasan...oppssss! kantoi disitu...

Sejak daripada hari itu, kerja part time aku adalah : stalk si dia! aku memang tak tau siapa nama dia, dia kelas tutorial berapa ke apa ke... semua pasal dia aku tataw langsung....ZERO..haha, kalau terserempak dengan dia kat tengah2 jalan ke kat kantin ke....aku tak pandang dia pun, konon2 buat2 tak perasan, tapi dalam hati, mak aih! ko tak tau betapa berdebau-debau jalan kontrol macho depan si dia..hahaha~bila teringat balik tak boleh blah.....tapi yang menariknya, suatu hari ni, bila aku terserempak dengan dia dekat2 ngan library...dia yang start lemparkan senyuman dulu....serious manis gila beb!...tapi macam biasa lah, aku nak kontrol macho, tapi tak dapat pulak kontrol kali ni....aku senyum balik, lepas tu cepat2 jalan tunduk bawah sebab malu..heeeeee~ OMG OMG OMG!!!! si dia senyum padaku..oh la la~ serious aku rasa happy...sekali lagi aku 'high'..haha.....ni ada satu lagi start dari situ, kalau kita orang jumpe, kita orang berbalas senyum je la. tak pernah pun terfikir nak make move to tegur2 ke apa ke..

Keadaan menjadi seperti rutin pulak dalam lecture hall, setiap kali ada chance aku akan toleh belakang pandang dia..hihi, tapi ada suatu masa pulak ni, kawan aku yg perasan tu (si khairul anwar) sengaja latoleh belakang nak juga dia tengok si dia tgh buat apa...tetiba kantoi lagi sekali, sbb si khairul anwar kata dia nampak punpuan ni pun usha2 pandang2 aku....seriously?? aku tak percaya langsung..aku ingat si kahirul anwar ni nak kencing aku je kot...so aku tunggu lama skit...wait for it~wait for it~ wait for it....and booooooom! aku pun toleh belakang...haha, sungguh lah aku tak sangka sebab rupa-rupanya mata kami saling bertentangan, memang betol lah apa yang si khairul anuar cakap...dia pun actually usha2 aku....lepas dah terpandang tepat ke arah mata dia tu, aku rasa macam jantung tercabut sekejap untuk beberapa detik...LOL!....cepat2 aku toleh ke depan dan tunduk bawah..malu lagi sekali :).... apakah yang dimaksudkan dengan pandangan manis daripada si dia?? haha ayat skema~

sampailah pada suatu hari, suatu malam yang agak dingin...aku tengah makan ngan kawan2 aku kat cafe C kalau tak silap....tak lama lepas tu si dia datang pulak ngan geng2 dia...duduk selang satu meja daripada meja aku makan....ok, its time to control macho again!...tengah sedap2 aku makan, tetiba si dia panggil aku....dia buat body-language kata nak jumpe aku, OMG!!!.....aku tergamam, terkesima, takeshi dan sewaktu dengannya~....eh! betul ke dia panggil aku, aku pusing2 sekeliling kot2 la dia panggil orang lain..tapi takde siapa respon....haa~ mmg betol la dia panggil aku..so kita orang pun duduk la berdua (tapi di khalayak ramai yee) di suatu meja kosong......aku cakap: hai~, dia pun balas :hai!...ah sudah, dua2 tak tau nak cakap apa....cengkerik pun berbunyilah untuk beberapa detik...lps tu kita orang pun sambung berborak....

borak punya borak (about simple stuff je, not much) suddenly hati aku jadi beku kot!....aku memang tak sangka yang dia akan ................dot dot dot~

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haaa~ kalau nak tau dia akan apa.....korang kene lah tunggu sambungan cerita ini dalam part 2!!

please leave your comment yeah yeah!

Nobody (Wonder Girls Cover)_by Syamkamarul

2011-02-07T12:11:00.002+08:00

Poker Face (Lady Gaga Cover) _by Syamkamarul

2011-02-07T12:11:00.001+08:00

Bitter Heart, Ukulele (Zee Avi Cover)_by Syamkamarul

2011-02-07T12:11:00.000+08:00

UJIBAKAT AF9-SYAM KAMARUL

2011-01-24T00:18:00.000+08:00

Toxic (Britney Spears cover)_by syamkamarul

2011-01-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

Vlog 12 - Give Charity

2011-01-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

Oh Fatimah (A Ramlee cover)_by Syamkamarul

2011-01-09T17:56:00.000+08:00

Baby (Jazz, Justin Bieber cover)_by Syamkamarul

2011-01-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

Vlog 10 - Firework at Atrium

2011-01-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

selamat tinggal Indonesia a.k.a Fu*k you integrasi 2 blok 12

2010-12-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

Suci Dalam Debu (Saleem cover) _by Syamkamarul

2010-12-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

sapa rasa dia comel : angkat tangan~

2010-12-13T01:26:00.000+08:00

Post ke-100

2010-12-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

Vlog 8 - True Stories

2010-12-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

Pengalaman Kot !!

2010-12-05T10:21:00.003+08:00

mula2, organiser ckp the sound check and rehearsal will be started at 1 pm sharp!..tapi bila kita org dtg (at about 130, sbb baru balik dr smyg jumaat), satu apa pun tak siap lagi...pentas baru nak naik, instrumen derang tak bukak lg....apa dah~~~

so kita org tunggu la sampai semua dah set...mula2 band Uni Trisakti yg rehearsal dulu.....lepas derang rehearse kita orng pulak, Tak sempat2 nak abes lagu, tetiba stdent yg incharge kita org stop-kan the performance, dia suruh berhenti sbb ada prob...dia kata ada wakil dari org kedutaan nak jumpe.....so kita orng pon jumpe laa

tetiba wakil org kedutaan tu kata, ada dato tak suka performance kita org (both trisakti and us)...He said that our performance are too loud and bingit~ he said that if we still want to perform,we have to bawak lagu jazz~~ kepala hotak dato tu!....and so our performance di-cancel-kan...semua org frust sgt`....budak trisakti pun terpaksa akur...

dia kata lagu tu tak sesuai utk tema makan malam hari tu sbb tema makan adalah Chinese Cuisine, so he expected that the band will be perfroming lagu yg slow....the prob is why didnt the dato bgtau earlier b4 we even started to praktis, ni dah sebulan praktis, bila rehearsal baru nak bagi tau~ BODOH la Dato tu...

ptg tu semua pasrah je....sbb mana ada masa utk change the song for the last minit~ so kita orang pon duduk bodoh je la kat tepi stage tu merenung masa depan sbb the event akan bermula dalam masa 4 jam lagi.....semua org hilang mood...dan ada beberapa orng hampir nak balik rumah and tak mao join the dinner....tapi student yg incharge ttg persembahan ckp jgn balik lagi, dia suruh kitaorg rehat kat bilik hotel, sbb mmg derang ada sediakan satu bilik utk performance ada other commitee... and so kita orng pon duduk2 la kejap tgk TV ke apa...

the event will be started at 7......tetiba dalam pukul 5 camtu..zoey dtg and suruh kita orng turun cepat utk buat rehearsal lagi...sbb derang dah berjaya pujuk org yg reject lagu kita orng..YEAH!!...tapi masa tu semua org masih dlm moody mode....kitaorng pon turun la....macam biasa mula2 band trisakti perform, tp belum sempat derang habes rehearse, tetiba kene stop lagi....kali ni sbb ada band luar (indonesian) yg nak buat sound check...tak sabar2...atleast ikut la urutan kan??...band kitaorng tak rehearse lagi pun....ok la, derang kata derang nak buat sound check skjap ke...tapi dia punya skjap tu...fulamak!!!! nak dekat 1 jam....bukannya derang nyanyi pon....cuma ckp : "test-test 123"-macam haram~kesimpulannya kita orng tak rehearse langsung mlm tu...kiranya kitaorang ni mcm kes berani mati la~ no preparation at alL!

malam tu, the performance was a blast la...masa I nyanyi tak pandang audience but i pandang dinding kat belakang....nak terberak kot atas stage tu sbb stagefright~ LOL...lagu 1st kalau berpacaran..hmmmm, dato2 masih buat slumber konon2 just nak layan music sambil makan je...mungkin sbb lagu baru kot, so derang tak familiar sgt...tapi bila masuk lagu kedua, athir ckp dia nampak Tan Sri goyang2 badan...hahah agaknye dia layan + suka kot M daud Kilau...tapi I tak nampak pape sbb mata fokus je pandang belakang....hehe, but the epic part was when kita orng nyanyi lagu bunyi gitar, semua orng boleh kata enjoy la... I can hear the crowd applauding their hands bila din start main gitar, hmm... masa tu penonton nampak la skit macam iklan ubat gigi sbb semua senyum sampai telinga.... lagi2 bila i twist2 kat atas stage tu...beberapa org yg makan semeja ngan datin kata mereka stop makan just to hear to our performance, ada yg siap amik2 gambar (kebenarannya tak dpt nak dipastikan) LOL.....

turun je dari stage after the performance...wakil org kedutaan bgtau yg dato 'itu' suka performance kita orng...what the ????....macam cibai, tadi kata lain...skng kata lain....mula2 dia lah org yang beriya-iya suruh tukar lagu, kalau tak tukar, cancel je...tapi bila tan sri suka ..... dia pun ikut suka..ntah pape ntah~ haish ~ i really enjoy the performance....but i think yg make me sad is.....takde sape yg record our performance sbb derang sgt enjoy sampai terlupa nak record~ :(

wat a waste

Vlog 7.5 - Preview

2010-12-01T20:41:00.000+08:00

Vlog 7 - Oh Snap !!

2010-11-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

SyamVC : saya kerana saya

2010-11-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

Kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan (Shahir AF8 Cover)_by Syamkamarul

2010-11-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

Who are you

2010-11-09T10:01:00.000+08:00

Vlog 5 - Paranoid !

2010-11-08T18:35:00.000+08:00

Hidup Tanpamu (original song)_by Syamkamarul

2010-11-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

when politic is a joke!

2010-11-05T11:36:00.000+08:00

sampel-1 aku tak bisa

2010-11-05T01:11:00.003+08:00

this is a sample (sampel) for lagu aku tak bisa...mungkin kalau ada sesiapa yg sudi utk buat arrangement untuk instrument lain macam bass ke,drum ke, lead guitar ke, piano ke apa ke...please tell me, nnt kita buat sample 2 pulak hahaha

Vlog 4 - Cooking Fail

2010-11-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

please ignore the Manglish Accent!

Vlog 3 - Murtabak and so! so! so! so! so!

2010-11-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

Vlog 2 - Taman Anggrek got Pochong?

2010-10-31T16:40:00.000+08:00

Vlog 1 - Introduction

2010-10-31T12:53:00.001+08:00

this is my 1st try...dont judge me too much!

this is just an experiment...

please give me ur opinion...

i neeed to improve my vlog~

Never Say Never (Justin Bieber cover)_ by Syamkamarul

2010-10-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

Talking To The Moon (Bruno Mars Cover) _ by Syamkamarul

2010-10-25T18:31:00.000+08:00

Spiderman Theme Song (Ukulele Cover)_ by Syamkamarul

2010-10-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

Somebody's Me (Enrique Iglesias Cover) _ By Syamkamarul

2010-10-19T17:05:00.000+08:00

For The Rest of My Life (Maher Zain Cover)_By Syamkamarul

2010-10-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

Janji Manismu (Aishah Cover)_ By Syamkamarul

2010-10-01T01:29:00.000+08:00

Tak Mungkin Kerana Sayang (Alyah/Ukulele cover)_by Syamkamarul

2010-09-25T17:34:00.000+08:00

Just The Way You Are (Bruno Mars Cover)_By Syamkamarul

2010-09-24T14:01:00.000+08:00

GIla Kentang

2010-09-23T20:21:00.002+08:00

In My Deepest Heart core Peace be Upon You and May God Bless

I dont have facebook, this is what I got when my sis shoewd to me, previously,

I just can't express a thing because it is very GILA KENTANG!

watch this, and i'm sure your heart will be blown by it

click

Everything goes well, except~

2010-09-22T17:31:00.005+08:00

In My Deepest heart core

Peace be upon you and may god Bless

Breeze blew so softly this morning, sun rose when the morning clouds moved so slowly, but yet the time still in a rush, swiftly left me behind hanging without any courage-Damn Wednesday Morning. And again, in a slower motion, I walked by my self, walked with heart full of laziness, heart which curse every single thing, that I need to do for the whole day, the day where there will be one class only...Histology Laboratory~

Well, after bracing my self with Indonesia's not-so-icy-cool water, I spent a bit of time looking and revising the dictate I made my self....straight forward ~

I thought that everything goes well for these moment, but suddenly.......it felt like something is missing too....and yeah, I figured out that it was my family-especially my mother~

take care Family!

ps: aku memang manja ngan mak aku.....mungkin sbb anak bongsu kowt...ntah laa...haha

(the photo was taken during our visitation to see Qaseh Marissa at Selayang Hosp)

Have A Nice day

Introducing......~My Girlfriend~

2010-09-19T21:45:00.010+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core Peace Be Upon You And May God Bless

hi guys...it has been like a month i didn't post any blog...Lots of thing I would like to tell you guys but, hehe tomorrow the class starts early, so I have to go to bed early lorh~

Firstly, I would like to introduce to you my special one, my newest and latest girlfriend!!!~ hehe, congratez to me......and she is~~~

her name is Qaseh Marissa (still not comfirm yet), she was born in hosp selayang at 2 pm on 17th friday, september 2010.....just look at her...awww so adorable....

she is my brother's princess....just look at her, aaaahhhh~

so pretty!

pak haji kat bawah ni pulak is her cousin, bro-Irsyad

dah besar la budak ni....

I'm gonna miss them so much

and not to forget my lovely family

may Allah grant them health and wealth to eternity

Have a Nice Day

30 Reasons Why You Should Marry a Doctor

2010-09-03T23:44:00.004+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core Peace Be Upon You And May God Bless

1. They can give you the gift of "missing them" because they are always at work
2. They can give you a free medical consultation
3.You save yourself the embarrassment of going to a doctor with a water infection!!
4. They are smart!!
5. They know their anatomy well (know what works and where)
6. They are heavy weight party people in the weekend
7. Let's play doctor!!
8. They are well trained to listen.
9. They know how you feel, or at least pretend to!!

10. They always have a strange new story to tell.
11 .They offer you a tissue when you feel like crying (it is a reflex).
12.They can stay up all night if you want them to.
13. They can guide you in the gym.
14. Money!!! (Although they work long hours for it)
15. Free medical samples!!
16. They are unshockable!!!
17. They know what you want to hear and say it!!
18.They always try to dress nice!!
19.They are trained in breaking bad news in a nice way.
20.They agree to whatever you say coz they cannot be bothered to argue.
21. They are faithful! (not easy to find someone so they might as well hold on to what they have).
22. They have a short attention span! (you can get away with almost anything).
23. They double as DIY experts!!
24. They can control their facial expression! so they will always be pleasant infront of the in-laws!!
25. They have access to gloves!! and have expertise in washing any stain out!!
26. They come in handy when you need a mobile task organiser..
27. They are trained to follow instructions with flawless accuracy!!
28. they usually can't express emotions so u end up with presents instead!
29. they are open to expirementation as long as you can provide evidence to support the new technique!!

30. The have stethoscope, so they can listen directly to your heart....awww~

Have A Nice Day

Red Letter : Please To The Infinity

2010-09-01T07:13:00.006+08:00

In My Deepest heart core Peace Be upon you and may God Bless

I almost blogging in Bahasa Melayu, you guys know what happen when I blogged in Bahasa last time, right?? Chill, I'm still cool...When I was a child, about 5 or 6, I'm an obedient boy you could ever find because my mother used to advise me like this : "hang jangan dok hingaq sangat...jangan jadi ketegaq macam budak tu, dok diam-diam LAGU ni nooo~"...maybe that word makes me loves music so much! Lagu...Music...got me?? haha, ok this is just an introduction, nothing related to the next paragraph..

This might be harsh for certain people, but I think honesty tells you everything, yess, there are no other polite words in a manner of gentleness I can give, sorry. These next jist of point is for anyone who felt for it after reading it:

Who said that I hate you?? Don’t make up your own conclusion... OK ~
To forget is simply means not wanting to be attached anymore
When we have to keep in touch like before, it means that we do not keep moving on in our life
If you still want to keep on dragging me into your life, you are actually makes me annoy, can’t you see??
Please keep moving on in your life, forget me….please~
Yes we can still be friends. Do you have a friend which you have lost contact for ages?? Let us be like that, maybe when we meet again in 10 years time, we can be closer again. You see, if we continue ‘this’ for the next 10 years, ‘this’ feeling will never fade…got me??
Someone special??? My family lah of course, and again don’t make up your own conclusion
When I said please don’t PM, message of chat (in a sense of buzzing me), please follow that, I know you are an obedient child once you were a kid.
This might be the last time I ever reply to you., coz enough is enough. I know you don't ask for this post, but I just want to publish it anyway.
Please analyze and follow all the points above, I know you are not a robot but I hate to say it twice, it’s not like you don’t understand me anyway.
Sorry, we knew that it will never turn out to be a good ending. But I learnt from it, that’s why I can keep moving on finding my special one….what about you?? Didn’t you learn anything?
Please don’t reply any of the points….It’s good to know that you are ok~

Have a nice day

Quick Updates

2010-09-01T00:11:00.005+08:00

In my depeest hear core

peace be upon you and may God Bless

Its been a while I haven't update my blog...well it's late nite already, and I want to do few quick updates, just a little bit about my life..Life full of everything...:0

1) I enjoyed being in my hometown Kedah last week

2) My sis in law is about to give birth, maybe this two or three days ahead

3) My cat is getting better, she had jaundice since last friday

4) I'm going out for a date with someone special, seriously!!

5) Now, I'm sleepy and I want to go to sleep

6) I dont want to talk or chat with you anymore, take care when you reach England, let me forget you....yess...YOU....there are no more you in me (please don't leave any comments anymore)

7) Dont bother me, I'm in a mood of having fun with my family in Malaysia

8) Happy Fasting

Have a Nice day

The Chosen One (Maher Zain Cover) By Syamkamarul

2010-08-25T01:56:00.000+08:00

I'm Yours/ Kantoi (Ukulele Cover)_By Syamkamarul

2010-08-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

Open Your Eyes Lyric_Maher Zain

2010-08-19T15:03:00.003+08:00

In My Deepest heart Core Peace Be Upon You and May Allah Bless

Look around yourselves

Can’t you see this wonder

Spreaded infront of you

The clouds floating by

The skies are clear and blue

Planets in the orbits

The moon and the sun

Such perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves

Isn’t this proof enough for us

Or are we so blind

To push it all aside..

No..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look bright to see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves

Such a perfect order

Hiding in yourselves

Running in your veins

What about anger love and pain

And all the things you’re feeling

Can you touch them with your hand?

So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves

Isn’t this proof enough for us?

Or are we so blind

To push it all aside..?

No..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look bright to see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

When a baby’s born

So helpless and weak

And you’re watching him growing..

So why deny

Whats in front of your eyes

The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds

If you just look bright to see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

Allah..

You created everything

We belong to You

Ya Robb we raise our hands

Forever we thank You..

Alhamdulillah..

Artist: Maher Zain

Album: Thank You Allah

Have A Nice Day

Hold My Hand (Maher Zain Cover) _ by Syamkamarul

2010-08-19T14:44:00.000+08:00

Please Don't Stop The Rain (James Morrison Cover) _ Syamkamarul

2010-08-18T00:08:00.000+08:00

Misheard SuJu!

2010-08-17T19:43:00.000+08:00

Forget Me But Don't Hate Me

2010-08-15T01:26:00.007+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Peace Be Upon You And May God Bless

I Don't hate you

I just try to forget you

I understand you, as I said before

But why can't you do the same?

to understand me

I know it's hard for you

But it's hard for me too

But if I can give it a try

Why can't you?

haha, kinda funny anyway

moreover, it's your choice to feel

if you hate me, ok lah

because I'll never hate you

Because

Hatred will never let you to forget

Have a nice day

Stupid Malaysians

2010-08-12T14:20:00.006+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Peace be upon You nad May God Bless

Today's post got nothing to do with any of my day..it is just a simple post which I think it will strike your heart. Today I'm going to write about mother, a general view about mother. Last month I accidently watch a shocking video of a scene in which only DEMON can do. My heart broke into pieces when I saw this kind of heartless act! Frankly I would say, I never knew the exact reason why this shit is happening!! But what ever the reasons are, they shouldn't do that!....Stupid Malaysian~

The first time i saw the clip.. My eyes can no longer hold the tears..seeing the clip feels like someone is killing me from the inside..I don't want to say more, let the scene explain...what ever you see, please pray to her and to your mother too!

This is a Malay poem, I think it suits the theme for today's blog....I adapted from Intan Sofrina Facebook Account ( she's my cousin). Have fun reading...Please prepare a box of tissue to wipe your tears....Arigato!

Bila seronok kau cari pasangan kau

Bila sedih kau cari emak

Bila berjaya kau cerita pada pasangan kau

Bila gagal kau cerita pada emak

Bila bahagia kau peluk erat pasangan kau

Bilaberduka kau peluk erat emak

Bila nak bercuti kau bawa pasangan kau

Bila sibuk kau hantar anak ke rumah emak

Bila sambut Valentine kau bagi hadiah kepada pasangan kau

Bila sambut hari ibu kau cuma ucap "Selamat hari Ibu"

Selalunya kau ingat kat pasangan kau

Selalunya emak ingat kat kau

Bila-bila ada masa kau telepon pasangan kau

Entah bila lah kau nak telepon emak

Selalu kau belikan hadiah untuk pasangan kau

Entah bila kau nak bagi hadiah untuk emak

"kalau kau dah abes belajar dan dah ada kerja, boleh kau kirim wang untuk mak?

mak bukan nak banyak, RM50 sebulan pun cukup lah"

Bila kita dengar kita rasa sedih, tapi bila mak dah takde, kita dah tak boleh dengar suara mak lagi

Berapa ramai yang sanggup suap emaknya

Berapa ramai yang sanggup cuci muntah emaknya

Berapa ramai yang sanggup tukar lampin emaknya

Berapa ramai yang sanggup cuci najis emaknya

Padahal masa kita kecik2, sapa yang buat semua benda tu?

Berapa ramai yang sanggup buang ulat kudis emaknya

Berapa ramai yang sanggup berhenti kerja untuk jaga emaknya

Berapa ramai yang sanggup mandikan dan sembahyangkan jenazah emaknya?

Have a nice day

Finalist : Jazz band

2010-08-11T13:22:00.002+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Peace Be upon you and May God Bless

do you still remember SARA AND THE BAND

here is the action of the band during the final

sadly to say, they lost to an indie band which brought their own song

and had already having a large number of follower

but she said to me that this was a great experience..

I was really shocked and no words were blurted out from me when she said they dont win it

i think that they deserve it coz

I'm hoping for the best for them to win the title

but it seems like most Malaysian still do not open their mind to listen to a beautiful sound of Jazz

Yeah!, they like indie band more than the Jazz band like SARA AND THE BAND

but it's okay...

as long as i'm having a great time listening to her music

it would be my pleasure

keep it up sara

I got ur back gul!

enjoy the song and have fun

have a nice day

26/8/2010-Malaysia

2010-08-08T12:02:00.011+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Peace Be Upon You And May God Bless You

Seems like everybody keep on asking me when am I going to go back HOME. OK here is the data:

Date: 26/8/2010

Day: Thursday

Time reached in KLIA: 9:20 (kalau tak deley)

The first thing I wanna do when I reach home is to hug and kiss my nephew, then my cat!!

My dad!

nama dia ni : adek kucing

Irsyad : "Have a nice day!"

Arlogical glass

2010-08-06T12:21:00.008+08:00

In My Deepest Hesart core

Peace Be upon you and May God Bless

Do you still remember on post about The Killing-Rabbit-Thing??[click here] Well actually, I haven't tell you the story completely, the whole story wasn't ended like that..hehe~

The missing part was when we watch the reaction of the intestine after applying all the hormones on it...I was sitting besides ZAIM that day, and infront of me was Dr. Inggriani. Untuk memendekkan cerita, while we were watching the reaction, out of a sudden, an Arlogical Glass filled with epinephrine felt down the table and broke apart!!! too bad that that thing broke infront of me..so, everybody assumed that i did that!! including Dr. Inggriani as she was sitting infront of me...So she asked me to report the incident to Dr. Mirza.

Because I'm a responsible doctor, I went to Dr. Mirza and reported the incident though it wasn't me who break the glass. So she asked me to write my name on a piece of a paper and asked me to buy another arlogical glass just about the same diameter. I got confused and wondered where can I find the that glass..Dr. Mirza said that I need to buy it myself at Glodok, the distance from my house in Indonesia wasn't that far, something like from Tesco Ampang to Zoo Negara. So I deciede to buy it after I finish all the examination. I thought that I'm going to buy that glass this evening after Solat Jumaat. But this morning......

This morning I received a call from my friend LION PAMUNGKAS saying that I need to give the Arlogical Glass today to Dr. Mirza, if not my result for Physiology will not be release!!! I was so freaked out this morning that I could barely inhale....swiftly I took a bath, and rush to 'apotek K' (Pharmacy K) wishing that I can just get the glass there and do not need to go to the Glodok to find it. But sadly, the pharmacy do not sell that, they said that I can get that thing with a cheaper price at Pasar Pramungka....mann!! that's too distant for me..it's like from Tesco Ampang to Sg. Buloh you know!!!

With Rp 300 k (Rm100) in my wallet, I met Dr. Mirza and asked for an apology because I haven't 'ganti' the glass yet, I asked her to give me time so that I can go to Glodok now and buy it right away. She said, " yah, ngak papa deh, kamu bayar ganti rugi aja yah~". Then my voice embarked, "Dok, brapa yah harga satu kaca arlogi tuh??", she answered, "yah, kurang lebih Rp20k gitu"...Owh I was really relief that the price do not exceed RM100...but then she asked me to wait because she wanted to call the shop selling the that glass at Glodok, she wanted to confirm the price first.,after calling, she said that "saya baru aja nelpon toko (kedai) kesihatan, dia bilang harga kaca itu cuman Rp6k"....and so I paid.

I was shocked to death, jadi selama ini ugutan untuk tidak mengeluarkan result fisio tu just worth for Rp6k?? (RM2)....I gave my money and said, " Dok, sori yah karena saya bayarnya 'telat' (lambat)". She smiled and laughed....

Have A Nice day

Sara

2010-08-05T20:09:00.002+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Peace Be Upon You And May God Bless

At about last two weeks, my very close friend in SMSS Sara skyped me and told me something that I wasn't really expected. She said that she and a few of her band mate had entered a competition in Malaysia. The competition was organised by DiGi...and today,she skyped me again and told me that they manage to go through for the final. OMG!! that is so awesome.....for those yang ada di Malaysia, plz give ur moral and morale support for Sara and the bands by coming to the final compitition in Sepang....I wish I could be there

have a nice day

Cinta Dewa Dewi (Spider Cover)_By Syamkamarul

2010-07-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

Sorry! No Smoking~

2010-07-31T14:49:00.012+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Peace be Upon Me And May God Bless

hari ni blog aku dlm Bahasa Melayu, sbb aku tgh bengang tahap gaban, ditambah pula exam semakin dekat, bertambah2 berapi emosi aku..aku bukan apa, cuma sangat bengang dan tak tahan kepada DIA yang sangat bajet dan sgt2 tidak menghormati position aku skng ni...ye aku marah+bengang, kalau korang ada kat sebelah aku skng ni, korang boleh dgr aku sedang menaip, tekan keyboard aku dengan sangat2 kuat, sbb perasaan geram aku tu dah sampai lampu merah...aku tak nak meletop depan dia sbb aku masih RESPECT dia sbg kawan aku, tapi bila aku pikir2 balik....dlm hal ni, aku tak rasa dia RESPECT kat aku camne aku RESPECT kat dia.

Let me be frank to HIM (not GOD), aku rasa sgt rimas bila ko merokok!!!!.....ok firstly aku tak kisah kalau ko nak merokok sbb tu ko punya pasal ah, ko nak mampos awal ke?? ko nak mati cepat ke??? LIKE I CARE??

tapi tolongla hormat aku sebagai orang yang tidak merokok. Ye mungkin salah aku sbb aku tak ckp kat ko yg aku tak suka ko merokok depan aku, tapi c'mon laa, takkan la ko JAHIL ttg SIVIK....kalau nak merokok, gi la merokok kat tempat lain, tempat paling koman pown kat tingkat bawah rumah kita. Ni tidak, kat mana2 pown nak merokok. Aku tau ni umah ko so ko boleh buat sesuka hati ko, tapi rlex2 ah, ko igt ko sorang je yg duduk dlm umah ni...

aku tak lah anti-kepada orng yang merokok, sbb dlm FAMILY aku pown ade je yg kuat merokok, tapi diaorang pandai, bijak...bukan macam ko...kalau nak merokok depa kluaq pi tempat jauh2 skit, supaya taklah mengganggu orng2 lain yg tak merokok.....FINE! mmg aku ada ckp aku tak kisah ko merokok, tapi takkan la sampai setiap hari ko nak merokok dekat tmpt yang aku ada. Korang cuba bayangkan betapa bengangnye aku skng ni, bila hari2 bau rokok dlm bilik???. Mungkin ada yang ckp, "ek ele! relax la~ takkan pasal orng merokok pown ko nak kecoh bobo??".....mmg aku tak kecoh kalau ko pandai jaga manners ko sbg seorang perokok.

Aku duduk sini dah hampir setahun....cuba lah korang bayangkan position aku, aku ni bukan lah seorang perokok, tapi bilik aku dah bau macam kilang Malboro, baju aku dah macam bau baju perokok, PARU-PARU aku????? aku rasa paru2 aku pown dah HITAM macam paru2 DIA, kalau duduk lagi dua tiga bulan, mmg kompen aku mati kene cancer peparu + peparu bernanah...DAMN U!!! aku bukan mencari masalah ngan ko, aku cuma nak bukak mata ko yg ko sbnrnya agak kurang sopan la merokok depan orang yang tidak merokok...

mmg kadang2 aku pown ada buat ko bengang, nyanyi dlm bilik kuat2 sampai ko ssh nak study, aku nampak bende tu jelas sgt2...mmg aku salah, tapi aku ganggu ko pada waktu itu je....lepas dah abes nyanyi ko boleh je sambung belajar balik...nak compare ngan bad behavior ko merokok depan aku tu lagi laaa...baju aku dah melekat bau rokok, bilik aku dah melekat bau rokok....ko ingat aku suka ke study dengan bau rokok kau???? the worst thing happen is KESIHATAN AKU...kesan kau tinggalkan kat aku tu sampai mati tau!!!!, ape lah sgt nak dibandingkan dengan kebisingan aku nyanyi + menggitar masa ko study?? kesihatan ko tak terganggu langsung pon!

agak2 la bro....gua ckp skali lagi yg gua tak kisah kalau KAU mau merokok, tapi jangan la merokok dlm bilik....Air-cond tu pown duit aku gak.....mmg rumah ni lu bayar....tapi kalau nak mati awal, ajak org lain...jgn ajak aku.

Watch This (click)

mungkin aku sgt kasar dlm blog ni....tapi lebih baik aku JUJUR, drpd aku terus tipu kau.....

have a nice day!

Simplicity goes brilliantly

2010-07-29T01:27:00.003+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Peace Be Upon You and May God Bless

I found this poem from

[Terbaek dari Aku!!]

so short, so simple and so meaningful

I liked it very much!

Kunci Sakti

-karya nutdieya-

Nah,
Ini kunci hati saya.
Saya serahkan pada kamu.

Tetapi,
Tak bererti kamu boleh
Keluar masuk sesuka hati

Pintunya rapuh
Hanya boleh buka sekali
Tutup juga sekali.

kamu masuk ya?
Dan jangan cuba keluar lagi :)

Have a Nice day!

Pop Song in Progression

2010-07-26T23:30:00.002+08:00

In My Deepest heart core

peace be upon you and may gOd bless

I'm just too excited tonight, because after so much composing the melancholic, ballade and slow song, I finally manage to compose my one and only first Pop Rock song, it was awesome, but i cant let you hear them for now, it was still in progression and I still arranging the composition....The lyric?? ha ha of course not yet written!!! but I need your opinion.... whether it's going to be an English song or a Malay song?? you decide~ leave ur decision on the chat box....ok?

Have a Nice Day

Animal Lover is Prohibited

2010-07-26T13:03:00.005+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Peace Be Upon You and May God Bless

Today I learnt something really great to share with. But before that, let me explain to you and give you an idea about what am I up to. Now, I'm on the third week of the last block on the semester, and we are learning about 'The Digestive System' (normal behavior of our food pipe). This morning, after the biochemistry practical, which was about the saliva and bile experiment, we had the physiology experiment. The experiment is to study the effect of the small intestinal contraction on hormones and ions (Epinephrine, Pilocarpine and Calcium Ion), and also to study the effect of the small intestinal contraction on temperatures.

So, before we can proceed to the experiment, the docents have to prepare the raw material. And guest what, they were using a RABBIT as an experimental material. Well of course, the aim is to get the small intestine of the rabbit, so during the whole procedure, I had recorded the steps of taking out the intestine. You can vividly hear Jessica's voice as she was the nearest to my phone, and you can merely hear Dr. Indriani and Bu. Flora discussing while they were working together.

For me, it was a so-so operation, but for those of you who have faint heart and are extremely an animal lover, I strictly WARN you not to proceed watching the whole procedure. It may brings an uncomfortable moment for certain people, but this is one of the learning stage, thought we feel pity but we have to do it for the sake of 'ILMU'. Have fun watching it and have a nice day!

P/s : The procedure ended at about the 10th minute

the minute after that was just a crap!

tandas awam

2010-07-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

Din's Idea, Plan B & The Accident

2010-07-24T12:45:00.020+08:00

In my deepest heart core

peace be upon you and may God bless

At about 2 o'clock in the evening, Din gimme a call, he asked me to accompany him to watch the latest hit movie: - inception - so I agreed and we decided to watch it together at the nearest cinema theater in Taman Anggrek Mall, the movie was a blast, you guys should watch it! The idea of the movie was so lame, dream in a dream in a dream...huh?? sounds stupid, but they made it brilliantly!...unexpected! 4 and half stars!

After the movie, we realized that the sun is going to be set at about few minutes. Then, Din come out with an idea, the idea I wasn't really thought earlier, he ask me "weh bo, ko dah makan?? jom makan Carl's Junior~" I kept silent for a while, processing the impulse, then my voice embarked, " Hmm.....boleh gak, aku pown tak pernah makan kat Carl's Junior". after much discussion and consideration, me and Din decided to call along Ameer and Heni to join us. So we set a time and met them in front of the Tomang Tol, waiting for a taxi.

And then one thing happened, firstly we stopped a taxi, a very low cost taxi, from the outside we can see that the driver was an old man with lots of wrinkles on his face, his skin color was sawo-matang, when I was about to open the door, out of a sudden Din stopped another taxi, but this one was the Blue Bird taxi (the best and the most trusted taxi in Indonesia). Dengan muka tak malu, we got into the second taxi leaving the first taxi in confusion, after about one kilometers of journey, all of us felt very guilty, (haha dah masuk teksi baru rasa serba salah). But its okay, because that was not as bad as what is happening next.

Before we met at the Tomang Tol, we googled and tried to find out the exact address of Carl's Junior in Jakarta, so the Blue Bird taxi drove us to that place, exactly like the address in the internet. But stupid google!!!, when we reached there, we can't find out where the place....stupid google!!! we tried to ask the people around there, pak guard, tante sapu sampah, mas berbaju executive, sume kata diorang tak pernah jumpe Carl's Junior kat area ni...Stupid Google!!...So, we looked at each other, not knowing what to do...ahahahah!!

Then Din got another idea, I can say that it wasn't like an idea but a plan B!...his voice embarked in a slumber way: "weh, chili's la jom?" ....so,we stopped another taxi, and asked him to The Sarinah Mall, but in the middle of the journey, an accident occurred somewhere at the Bundaran Hotel Indonesia (if you don't know this place, please search the stupid google). Thank God it was not us involved in the accident, but we saw it very clearly because it happened just in front of us. It was so vivid until Ameer and Din lost their appetite! me and Heni?? we were cool, hahah seriously!...The taxi in front of us had hit the a motorcyclist, and his leg stuck under the taxi's tyre!!, we can see the pain from that man as his eyes was opened in a shock very, very widely...his in shocked! so do we! but as I said, I'm cool!

So, we left the incident because we were in the middle of the road. After lots of hurdles, we finally reached the place....Chili's... the dinner was a blast and full of howling, just looked at the picture below, it explain everything!

pic1: as usual, I cant make a decision when i felt so hungry

Pic2: The drinks

pic3: Heni's meal

pic4: Ameer's meal

Pic5: Din's meal

Pic6: my meal

Pic7: Me-Ameer-Din

Pic8: Haha...This is so epic!

Pic9: muka kenyang

Pic10: Muka &*^%(^%

Pic11: Muka senyum+hensem+sweet+comel

Pic12: Have a Nice Day!

Thanks For The Food

2010-07-23T12:31:00.013+08:00

In my Deepest Heart Core

Peace Be Upon You and May god bless

Yesterday, the ukridan malaysian students were having a majlis buka puasa for the month of sya'ban, the majlis was held in Masjid Nurul Hikmah which was located a throwing stone from my house. At about 15 minutes before the event started, I walked to the Masjid with sincerity and hoping to meet the Malaysian with heart full of anxiety. As I reached the masjid, I swiftly rushed the stairs to the second floor, my Tummy said too much as my eyes saw lots of the delightful kuih such as kuih Melaka, karipap indonesia (where the inti is like inti popia) and buah kurma..NYUM3x!

I shook my hand with lot's of people there, greeting them and throwing smiles to them. Then I sat at one corner, there was when I saw the food station. I can see that Miza, Aishah, Hani, Asydad and more were very busy there, helping each other and preparing the food for the guest to have their break-fast.

Then, azan berkumandang........Me and the guest started with buah kurma and Kuih Melaka....then go to perform the Solat kejap....and then buka puasa ramai2....The menu for that twillight meal was ayam kari, kentang sambal and sayur kacang panjang...yeah!

Thanks to all of the people who organised such a great break-fast event. I appreciated it very much...Lain kali boleh buat lagi....hahaha! Here are few moment I manage to capture, so sorry coz I'm in the most of the picture, nway its my blog, LOL!...S.M.I.L.E.

peace

me and din

The food station

dang!

semua senyum!!

Ameer, sori aku bergambar ngan awek ko without permission

dabel-aku-ameer

this was taken earlier on the same day, after histology practical...puasa2 pown tetap narcissist!! woohuu~

Have a Nice Day!

~Dreamz~

2010-07-21T00:47:00.009+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Peace Be Upon you and May God Bess

I just don't know why these lately, I always sleep too long and too deep. Every time I slept, it must be more than 3 hours..like just now, I just finish bathing because I just woke up from a very long nap. I had it after Biochem Remedial, it took me 4 hours.....and every time I slept, I always dream something good, that makes me want to continue sleeping again. I'm so worried as I don't think that sleeping to long is healthy. Hope that you guys agree with that~

Well talking about dreaming...I've been tag again by the blog Norfa's Memoir's. So, for today's blog, I'm going to let you know about my private thing....not so private but yet so personal. It's about my wedding dream....haha, maybe it sounds weird for me to tell about 'W.E.D.D.I.N.G' , yeah but hey...I'm a human being too. Well lets get the thing straight before I proceed. In my family, the blood bonding is so strong between each of us. That makes every event involving us is a blast and full of howling...Just look at my sister's wedding...because of the participation from each one of them, the reception is done in a grand-celebration though it was firsly planned to be a so-so wedding.

hahah...ok, actually i don't know what to say about my wedding dream because I had never think about that before, but previously I still remember that long time ago, when my mother and me had a conversation, I told her that someday I think that I'm not going to do the reception at my house because it's going to be held in a hall, very big hall...and it was still embedded in my mind that I told my mother that I'm going to have it at Perdana Hall, Putrajaya International Convention Center. If you had never been in that hall, look at the picture below, I want the reception to exactly like the picture below except the color theme....for me, I think it will be nicer if it's in blue color...hehe....

hm... maybe that is all.....I dont really have a dream about my wedding because I think its a bit earlier to talk about this.... But my goal of wedding : a want to get married after I do the specializing, maybe 28, 29 or perhaps 30..yeah!

have a nice day

I'm a Whore???

2010-07-19T00:31:00.010+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

peace Be Upon You And May God Bless

well, today, I'm not really have the mood to blog....but certainly I'm goin to show you my talent in becoming a camera whore!!!!!.....thanks to Heni Ezzawina [her blog]for her best shot!...these pictures were taken somewhere the area of Solaria at Central Park....owh I'm so good! hehe! hihi! huhu!

So you Tell me which pic u like??....plz let me noe....write it on the comment box or on the shout chat box...tq tq

pic 1

pic 2

pic 3

pic 4

pic 5

pic 6

pic 7

Have a nice day

MATI SURI Movie Trailer [HD]

2010-07-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

I never expect the kind of movie....ghost movie from Indonesia is always superb~

Skype for Burger Kingdom

2010-07-18T12:02:00.010+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Peace Be Upon You And May God Bless

SelamaT Pengantin Baru

Abang Cik!!!!

With the great interest, I would like to extend my sincere expression of congratulation to my beloved cousin Abang Cik a.k.a (Ismanor Idzwan) for her marriage yesterday. I was told by my family member that the event was a blast and full of howling. May god bless you and Kak Aimie, may Allah give you an eternal happiness.

Okey, now lets get into my blog pulak...yesterday, while they were having a meeting at an unknown hotel somewhere in Melacca, silently but suddenly mt stomach started to tell me something unusual, yeah! he felt the ultimadte of hunger.....daaaaahhh~ i need to go out and eat, cos we as man, we don't usually cook....hehehe!...but I cant make up my decision what to eat. This often happen to me, when I got really hungry I cannot made a decision what to eat....so I Skyped my old friend and asked her to give me a suggestion.......and she suggested me ...tadaaa!!! (credit to Nurliyana Ismail for her fantastic idea!)

But I cant got there alone, so I called Ameer........he never answer me.......then I called Heni hoping I can get through him by her (ehem* ehem*), but he is not with her that time....hm..... takpe lah, ajak Heni je lah makan.....she said: I have an invitation makan2 at rumah 14......tonight'...daaaa....frust again. Ok! After that I decided to skyped Fasren, he refused at first, but after much pujukan rayuan domba, he agreed.....dinner at Burger king was a blast!!!!....I wanna do it again tonight, but...no money la...hahaha, makan at warung Ibu sudeyyyyy~

Thanks to fasren for ur accompany!

I grab the burger first!

bila dah makan separuh baru teringat nak amik gambar bege..hehe!

apa kesalahan tatabahasa pada kad 'gores dan menang' ni?

last pose!

Have a nice day!

Miss Malaysia 2010

2010-07-16T18:36:00.008+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

peace Be Upon You and May God Bless

I looked around to the mercurial surrounding, I thought it was a perfect one, the surrounding full of comfortableness and made me feel great being in it. What I saw around me was a damn beautiful picture that tells me more that it should. So I enjoyed being in it, like there will be no more tomorrow. Then things got messed up as the bright blue sky turns into the dark gloomy sky full of dusty gray clouds. But I wasn't realize that until now. The surrounding was so mercurial that I can't see the incoming alert, so mercurial as if lots of strangers and people you know throwing a malicious grin at the same time, so mercurial that you can't control what is happening but to just follow the flow without knowing what's coming up.

Spooky. Spooky. Spooky.

It felt so right but it felt so wrong. Lots of confusion wandering around my cerebral cortex. Sometimes I feel the pain in my stomach, pain that hurt me a lot, but I'm not sure whether it was a reflex due to the confusion or it was just me who like to eat filthy stuff by the road side. Sometimes I feel like I am a good friend, a very good one, who brought cheers and smiles to everyone's face, but sometime I feel like I am a jerk, no need to explain nor elaborate this. Vividly, I am human merely need an answer to the the question never exist, never meant for me.

Oh wow~ I don't know what to say, because I can feel a different person in me. Maybe I missed Malaysia so much, missed to kiss my mother while she wrap her arm around my body, missed to spend time with my father having roti canai and teh tarik a cup or two at Mamak Stall, missed the thrill laughing to death with my lovely siblings, missed to hug my cat until I start to sneeze!

the only missing member was my brother in law,

hes the one who snap this picture, maybe

We called her Adek Kucing

I wanna go back home, right about...... NOW!

puff!! I disappeared~

P/s: next time I thing i'm going to blog about my bibliography, it may sound a bit syok sendiri, but who care?? it's my blog anyway!

More Cover (Cuba Faizal Tahir)

2010-07-15T14:39:00.002+08:00

In my Deepest Heart Core Peace be Upon You and May God Bless

Hey waddup!....

Ok , You can stop the song 'Hell' No by Shila on the Music Box..

it can be considered as an old song..

Just ENJOY!

Have A Nice Day!

Lagu Baru Shila OIAM

2010-07-15T00:24:00.003+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Peace Be Upon You and May God Bless

cuba korang tekan button next kat aku punya music box kat sebelah ni

lagu baru dia ni boleh tahan ah...

Ada Saja – Shila OIAM

Dalam dalam diam
Ku cuba melawan perasaan
Yang digenggam oleh dia
Begitu menawan cemas dada
Dalam dalam diam
Jiwa telah memendam perasaan
Yang mendalam semuanya
Tak akan oh begitu mudah
Terpadam ke mana arah
Pandangan mata ada saja dia

Chorus
Terbayang sepanjang masa
Ada ada saja ada saja ada wajahnya
Tak kira aku di mana ada ada saja
Ada saja ada dia

Terang sudah terang lagi bersuluh
Hati ini bagai dirempuh
Seluruh tubuh terkaku
Begitu mudah
Gemuruh ke mana arah
Pandangan mata
Ada saja dia

Ulang Chorus

Mana pernah ku jangka
Semua ini akan bermula
Cinta oh menerpa penuhi ruang jiwa
Tersedar oh segala bukan hanya lamunan
Mendengar suara bisikanlah segera
Terbayang sepanjang masa
Ada ada saja
Ada saja ada wajahnya
Tak kira aku dimana
Ada ada saja ada saja dia

Have a nice day

Mahu Jawabmu (original song)_by syamkamarul

2010-07-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

You Must Tell Her Now

2010-07-08T23:04:00.002+08:00

In My Deepesy Heart Core

Peace Be upon You Nad May God Bless

a good story to share~

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

have a nice day

Semalam, Hari ini dan esok

2010-07-07T00:05:00.010+08:00

IN MY DEEPEST HEART CORE
PEACE BE UPON YOU AND MAY GOD BLESS

Semalam aku merasakan CINTA

Hari ini aku menyatakan CINTA

Moga esok akan terbalas CINTA

from

Dr. CINTA

'hehe`

Have a Nice day

Who's Better?? Adi or Ainan?

2010-07-04T16:22:00.008+08:00

In My deeepest heart core

peace be upon you and may God Bless

well, most of you people have known and heard about the genius kids who can solve problems that can't be solved by the adults.....

May I welcome Adi Putra to the World of Mathematics! I was very impressed with his mental capacity to solve mathematical problems at his age. This reminds me of John Nash and the book and the movie The Beautiful Mind.

I am also glad to note that a university is interested to give him guidance in his endeavour to become a mathematic professor one day, insyaAllah. I wish him all the best. By the way, he has along journey ahead of him. What worries me most is that a few previous gifted children like him just fades away after some months of media publicity.I hope we had learnt our lessons. Some rumors said that he has signed up with NASA USA to built the very first malaysian spaceship, he got the idea and had invented a formula for departure, but still working on the calculation for the landing. Man!!! that's cool!!

But, What am I impressed lately is another young beautiful boy who has made a shocking record on earth when he became the first kid, who passed the chemistry O'level (tat's like SPM level meh!). I can't say more words...those kid impressed me a lot!

Ainan Celeste Cawley, who is half-Irish and half-Malay, has been reasoning scientifically since his first year. At a young age was also Ainan've learned a lot about the chemistry of interest.Some of the basic model has been engulfed in Chemistry and mastered. His name also entered the record of the Singapore Book of Records as the youngest child to master chemistry. He also made his own perfume, to be presented for his mother's birthday. Cool ah?!shockingly, his IQ is more than 200...that beats down Albert Einstein!!!

If those two great kids can brainstorm together, and come out with ideas gila2...I can't imagine

what would happen to the earth! LOL~

The Sleeping Beauty Award

2010-06-30T12:50:00.013+08:00

In My Deepest Heart Core

Aku nak Buat Jahat

I've been waiting this for so long, and now ladies and gentlemen, let me present to you

THE SLEEPING BEAUTY

AWARD

AND THE NOMINEES ARE~

Umar, Paan and Yusran

(BUJANG LAPUK)

Piqa

(UNGU VIOLET)

Fikri Sahak

(KETIKA CINTA BERTASBIH)

Hani

(CHARLIE'S ANGEL)

Dad

(SEMBILU KASIH)

Bashu & Misz

(PISAU CUKUR)

Dabel

(X-MEN: WOLVERINE ORIGIN)

Joshua & Rauf

(WWE)

AND NOW LADIES NAD GENTLEMEN, THE RESULT IS NOW IN MY HAND, SO WHO YOU THINK WIN THIS AWARD????

HAHA

THE AWARD GOES TO

S.Poobalan

(KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI)

JANGAN MARA AHH???

GURAU2 JE....

AKU BUKAN SERIUS, SENGAJA MENYAKAT JE....

0-0 OK?

HAVE A NICE DAY

Aku Rasa

2010-06-29T17:32:00.001+08:00

Aku rasa kan

kalau dah jodoh

tak ke mana pown

I've Been Tagged??

2010-06-27T10:41:00.007+08:00

In mY Deepest heart Core

Peace Be Upon You and May God Bless

Morning-morning I wake up this morning...I feel bad, urghhr~ my body is in pain, yesterday was the first time I follow the body combat class, it was fun but terribly tiring. So as usual, I switch on my lappy and gaaaHH~ I've been tag......?????

OK, let me rewind the story a bit, after I switched on my lappy, I read one blog that I followed ( NorFa mAo CaKAp), its entitled WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYAAH~,then I knew that I've been tagged~hehe, ok this is how it works

the taSk:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player,Winamp & etc. onshuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun! :)

and the resUlt:

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Hey Stephen-Taylor Swift

[haha, hey! maybe you should take it as I'm-Okey]

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Dangerous and Sweet-Lenka

[uuuuuuu!!! I liked it!]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

We Will Not Grow Old-Lenka

[owh!, How sweet Am I...right??? hehe, naseb dpt lagu ni~]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Fifteen-Taylor swift

[whoaaa!! i feel muda lah, but wait, i think my window media player is broken, why dari tadi the song is from the two same singer??]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Never say Goodbye-OST my girl

[it simply means that I'm gonna be someone yg everybody akan kenang, macam Tun Mahathir]

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Gemilang-Jaclyn Victor

[sejuta bintang menyanyi......lalalalal]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Pastikan-Dato' Siti

[dhaaah??? wat is this??? it's so wrong!]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Tell Me Why-Delcan Galbraith

[Eih?? sounds like my parents disappointed??ngaa~]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

I want it that way-backstreet boys

[wei...sejak bila aku ada lagu backsteet boys ni??? yucks!!]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Bengang-Akim AF

[hahahaha....sori la derrr!]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

A whole new world-OST Aladdin

[haha, perfect!...every day is a new experience, a gud day, a whole new world]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Kau Aku- Aizat (OST merah putih)

[yup2, me and she, together forever...yeay!]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

True-Ryan Cabrera

[sweeeeeeet!...its true!]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Hips Dont Lie- Shakira (FIFA Version)

['mamboooo woowowo!-I never really noe tat she can dance like tis'....hoho, I'll dance 4sure]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Like a Song-Lenka

[feeling la lagu ni T_T, nangis nangis nangis]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

Umbrella- Acoustic version

[????-no komen!]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Zombie-The Carribean

[TTEEEEEETT! wrong, I'm afraid Of Bugs, I'm insectophobia, everybody knows that~]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Ku Ingin Mu- Jaclyn Victor

[oppssss!, windows media player mmg tak reti simpan rahsia arr, dush!]

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Selamat Malam- Faizal tahir

[eh!!! I just woke up okeh~]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Misery Business -Paramore

[though they ol make my life misery, but they are the business that makes me royal]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Beat It- Michael Jackson

(just beat it!!!!)

ok know, I must tag another 10 friends....nah amik korang....
1.Cik Fatin Zol~=P
2.Aisha Whiteley~=D
3.Asip Hussin~=)
4.Tiqa Nordin~=)
5.Debby Debunga~=D
6.Naem~=)
7.Avian Terkeciwa~=P
8.Alma Shin Chan~=)
9.AnaBANANA=D
10.HaniIdzaida~=D
Sila jaWab ngan seNang ati..tak pakSa poNg~^_^

dan kepada sesiapa yang nak buat bende ni and nak tagg kawan2 diorng! its my pleasure

Have a nice day